March 30, 2011

get a taste of this


Part of my job at Lifepoint church is to facilitate community mission projects through our City on a Hill initiative.  We have adopted the largest elementary school in the district and periodically do things to encourage the teachers, like baking treats, bringing breakfast, and even bringing in a massage therapist for free 5 minute massages throughout the day.
This week we made sweet treats for the teachers to celebrate the end of testing week, and I decided to bake my super-yummy, can't-eat-just-one Chocolate Chip Walnut cookies!  It's the first and only cookie recipe I've been able to successfully bake without burning them! There was a time, I just gave up and resorted to "place and bake" cookies.  But I'm back baby!  And these cookies are De-Lic-ious! 


Maybe you noticed the name, "Award-Winning"... yes, I have deemed the award myself! So, cut the recipe in half if you need to and make yourself a batch! Then, tell me how much you
L-O-V-E them!


March 29, 2011

With Everything

This sunday, at Lifepoint, we were challenged to pay attention to the words we sing.  "With everything.  Everything.  We will shout forth Your glory."

At first I was all, well yeah of course I mean that!  I mean.. I want that.. of course, I don't shout forth His glory with everything.. but what I mean is that its my desire!  A desire I ignore... is it really a true desire if I'm not working really hard to do it?  It's definitly something I think about.. well, not all of the time.. which would be necessary for the whole "everything" part...

Yeah, my inner conversation went something like that.  It seems like such a big task - shouting forth God's glory with everything.  That means, going to the grocery store, in the social media world, at my job, with my husband, with my family, with my spare time, etc.  So, when we sang the song again at the end of service, I put those things in place of the word "everything".

"With going to the grocery store, with my spare time, I will shout forth Your glory!"

Maybe I sounded like a crazy person, but at least I meant it.  I meant the desire for it.  I will have to prove it in my actions. It may sound silly, but going to the grocery store is a conviction of mine. I tend to get into my own little bubble, not even noticing the people around me -- I get overly focused on the task at hand, and often times God tells me to slow down and look around at the mission field right in front of me. 




Open our eyes
To see the things that make Your heart cry
To be the church that You would desire
Your light to be seen

Break down our pride
And all the walls we've built up inside
Our earthly crowns and all our desires
We lay at Your feet

Let hope rise And darkness tremble
In Your holy light That every eye will see
Jesus our God Great and mighty to be praised


God of all days
Glorious in all of Your ways
Oh the majesty the wonder and grace
In the light of Your Name

With everything With everything
We will shout for Your glory
With everything With everything
We will shout forth Your praise

Our hearts they cry
Be glorified
Be lifted high above all names
For You our King
With everything
We will shout forth Your praise




March 28, 2011

Water for Elephants: a book review


"As a young man, Jacob Jankowski was tossed by fate onto a rickety train that was home to the Benzini Brothers Most Spectacular Show on Earth. It was the early part of the great Depression, and for Jacob, now ninety, the circus world he remembers was both his salvation and a living hell. A veterinary student just shy of a degree, he was put in charge of caring for the circus menagerie.
It was there that he met Marlena, the beautiful equestrian star married to August, the charismatic but twisted animal trainer. And he met Rosie, an untrainable elephant and only hope for this third-rate traveling show."


Let's just say, after reading this book, I cannot wait to see the movie!  Warning: if you choose to read this book, I feel obligated to note that there is a spattering of bad language and one select scene that is not suitable for children (why do that have to put that stuff in there??)  Other than that, the story was so intriguing!  I had seen the previews for this movie and was interested right away with the actors. 
                                                                                                    
Rob Pattinson plays the main character from the book, Jacob -- who according to the author was based off of Jacob from the Bible.  Honestly, I never picked that up reading the book. And after reading it, I re-read about Jacob.. and I still don't get it.  If you've read the book and saw the correlation, clue me in!   Rob is perfect for this part (yes, I'm a fan because of Twilight)  and I think he will portray Jacob's character well - a tortured soul!
Christoph Waltz will play the part of the charismatic but evil to the core -August.  I love love love Christoph Waltz!  It happened when I watched his wirey persona in Inglorious Basterds (LOVE THAT MOVIE!)  I really could not think of a better actor to play August.  The way he can smile at you with such sincerity that it scares you, its a unique trait.














Have I said how excited I am to see the movie?  One downfall -- I dont know how I will feel about Reese Witherspoon as Marlena.  I like Reese and all, I'm just not sure I see her as the Marlena I read about.

I bought this book on a whim in an airport during a 4 hour delay.  I liked it right away, which is a big deal to me, because most books take several chapters to capture my attention.  Reading this book puts you in a world of imagination, freakshows, corruption, and fantasy.  It makes you feel like a circus worker during the Depression.  Wade couldn't help but laugh at me when I would say things like, "aww..."  "oh no!"  and "ugh!" while I was reading beside him!  I was definitly engaged in the story!

Coming to Theatres April 22!




March 27, 2011

Hogar Dulce Hogar

Home Sweet Home!

I had the most wonderful week in Mexico.  Every time I go, I wish I could just move there. I told Wade I was going to start praying for someone to pay off our student loans so that we can live in Mexico full time!  So start listening when you pray.. maybe He will tell you!

We started our time off by tearing down one of the houses that we build down there (which had been abandoned), moving it to another location, and putting it together again for a missionary family. We also painted a house that had been built by another group the week prior to our visit. 


notice anything wrong with this picture? haha!

We spent the rest of the week living life among our friends and family:
gathering water between 1 and 3, while it was available.

I always love playing with my amiga, Merlan!  Poor girl had to get her head shaved because her lice was so bad :(

Wade got a haircut from Amin
 
One night we went to a local restaurant, somehow I got talked into dancing with Amin while we waited for the food :) 
Rico Suavve! 

This is our new little amigo, David.  He was born on our last trip, and this summer we get to present him for his baby dedication!


And this is Jireh, ain't she cute???
The last night, the whole community gathered together for a movie night. We watched Narnia 3!  I love the way it feels to live there.  Oh how I wish it was full time!  But I am so blessed that I get to go  down as often as I do.  I've been going for 4 1/2 years (I think this is my 11th trip?) and I've been able to see the children grow and change, and we've built some strong relationships with the men and women on the canal. AND, my spanish is getting better!  The reason I love being there so much is purpose in every single day.  It's now time to adjust back to "normal" life, but remember that I have a purpose in this city as well.

March 21, 2011

one week at a time

Most of you probably live your lives day by day.. well, not me! I live my life in weeks.  There are "on weeks" and "off weeks".   Since the Hubs works 7 days on, 7 days off it just kind of works out that way.  Our cruise was on an "off week" and then I spent this whole "on week" doing laundry, catching up on work, and getting ready for our next "off week".   Off week starts today and we are going out of town again - this time to Mexico! 
I say all of this to explain my absense from my blog.  I will be gone all week again so the next time you'll hear from me will be my next "On Week", which will again consist of laundry and making up days at work. 

We really are blessed to be able travel and spend time with our friends and families as much as we do.  I can not tell you how excited I am to get to Mexico and see the beautiful faces we have missed so much!

Like this one...

 And this one...

 And this one...

And this one...

And this one...

I have some friends who are going to Mexico this week as well, and I'd like you to pray for them on their journey!  They are going about 10 hours further into Mexico than we are, to a town called Naranjos de Afuera. They are bringing goats with them which could cause them some problems on the way down.  They are two women (Shelly and Cristina) going without their husbands, which I find totally courageous!  I'm excited to hear what God does through them while they are there!  Please remember to pray for them, asking God to guide them and prepare the way!

Hasta Luego Amigos!

March 17, 2011

Cruisin'


We're back from the cruise and I'm finally feeling energetic enough to blog -- which, lets face it, doesn't take much energy!  I have seriously been so lazy!  We had such a great time, got a little tan (not too much, I wore spf 50 like it was going out of style), and gained about 2lbs each.


One of the coolest things I saw was the iguanas on St. Thomas island!  There were hundreds of them!  A couple times when I tried to get close to take a picture, a group of them would run towards me and cause me to flee screaming! I'm sure I was a sight.

My awesome, gorgeous, fun sistas!



Snorkling was my favorite activity!  We did it all day and had a private floating dock to rest on. Wade said he could hear my squealing underwater whenever I would see different fish!


There was a ton to do on the ship as well!  We rock climbed (and both made it to the top, I might add) and boogy-boarded on the Flowrider.  Both ended in sore muscles and brusies for me, but it was totally worth it!


I hope you enjoyed hearing about our trip as much as we enjoyed being on it!  Ok.. that's probably not possible.  I could have stayed another week.  You know what I'd love to do is live on the ship and provide a bible study for the workers! Wade and I toyed with the idea of him being the ship pharmacist (a four month contract), wouldn't that be fun?


P.S. Wade's mom or my mom:  don't worry, we're not moving onto a cruise ship... most likely ;)



March 04, 2011

We're goin to the 'ship! We're goin to the 'ship!

Yeah I know that chant means the Championship... like in sports... but I can't stop chanting it in my head over and over and over! I even have my hubby chanting it!

Oh the excitement!  In just two short days I will be setting sail on the biggest cruise ship there is, coursing through the Western Caribbean!  I'm already dreaming of sun, sand, water, wind, and of course all of the food I plan to devour! 
I'm not trying to make anyone jealous ;) I just wanted to explain why I will be MIA next week. When I return I should have lots of good pictures and stories to share!

Check out this big mommma!


There is going to be so much to do and I am going to try to do it all!  Zip line (on the ship!), fake surfing (on the ship too!), broadwayesque (I made that word up) shows, fancy dinners, tanning.. everything!

Bon Voyage!

In spite of all the excitement.. I'd like to have a moment of silence for "The Lancer" as call my car.. (it's a Lancer, in case that wasn't obvious by the nickname).  She suffer quite the blow today.. well two blows in a row actually... and things aren't lookin good for her. It was my second and most beloved car.
I'll never forget the day I got her.  I had already picked out another car. It was a horrible robin's egg blue and not at all cute.. but I needed a car and since my dad was buying, I wasn't about to get picky.  Then, by some miracle, the dealership SOLD my new car off the lot that night and were forced to make it up to me with a different, more expensive car.  I had never heard of a Lancer before and as I pulled up on the lot and saw that silver beauty I couldn't believe it.  I think my exact words were, "PLEASE BE MY CAR, PLEASE BE MY CAR!!" and it was!!! She was born the year I graduated high school and, well, we just had a bond.


Oh, I'm fine, by the way.  No harm done. Just a small bruise on my forearm. The worst part was that my bottle of water went everywhere and so did the glass from my windshield - resulting in a pair of wet jeans covered in stuck-on shards of glass.  But seriously, I was fine.  My friend here, I can't say the same for her. 

In Loving Memory Of
"The Lancer"
2002-2011



March 03, 2011

Bono talks Grace over Karma




In the new book, Bono: In Conversation with Michka Assayas, the rocker shares his thoughts on numerous topics with a French music journalist and friend who has been with the band virtually since the beginning. In a series of honest conversations presented in Q&A format, Bono discusses, among other things, his upbringing (including the death of his mother when he was a teen and the ensuing rocky relationship with his father, who died just a few years ago), U2's beginnings, his bandmates, his marriage, fatherhood, his passion for social action, the effects of celebrity, and, fittingly, his faith and how it intersects all of the above.

Here is some of the dialogue:



Bono: My understanding of the Scriptures has been made simple by the person of Christ. Christ teaches that God is love. What does that mean? What it means for me: a study of the life of Christ. Love here describes itself as a child born in straw poverty, the most vulnerable situation of all, without honor. I don't let my religious world get too complicated. I just kind of go: Well, I think I know what God is. God is love, and as much as I respond [sighs] in allowing myself to be transformed by that love and acting in that love, that's my religion. Where things get complicated for me, is when I try to live this love. Now that's not so easy.

Assayas: What about the God of the Old Testament? He wasn't so "peace and love"?

Bono: There's nothing hippie about my picture of Christ. The Gospels paint a picture of a very demanding, sometimes divisive love, but love it is. I accept the Old Testament as more of an action movie: blood, car chases, evacuations, a lot of special effects, seas dividing, mass murder, adultery. The children of God are running amok, wayward. Maybe that's why they're so relatable. But the way we would see it, those of us who are trying to figure out our Christian conundrum, is that the God of the Old Testament is like the journey from stern father to friend. When you're a child, you need clear directions and some strict rules. But with Christ, we have access in a one-to-one relationship, for, as in the Old Testament, it was more one of worship and awe, a vertical relationship. The New Testament, on the other hand, we look across at a Jesus who looks familiar, horizontal. The combination is what makes the Cross.

Assayas: Speaking of bloody action movies, we were talking about South and Central America last time. The Jesuit priests arrived there with the gospel in one hand and a rifle in the other.

Bono: I know, I know. Religion can be the enemy of God. It's often what happens when God, like Elvis, has left the building. [laughs] A list of instructions where there was once conviction; dogma where once people just did it; a congregation led by a man where once they were led by the Holy Spirit. Discipline replacing discipleship. Why are you chuckling?

Assayas: I was wondering if you said all of that to the Pope the day you met him.

Bono: Let's not get too hard on the Holy Roman Church here. The Church has its problems, but the older I get, the more comfort I find there. The physical experience of being in a crowd of largely humble people, heads bowed, murmuring prayers, stories told in stained-glass windows...

Assayas: So you won't be critical.

Bono: No, I can be critical, especially on the topic of contraception. But when I meet someone like Sister Benedicta and see her work with AIDS orphans in Addis Ababa, or Sister Ann doing the same in Malawi, or Father Jack Fenukan and his group Concern all over Africa, when I meet priests and nuns tending to the sick and the poor and giving up much easier lives to do so, I surrender a little easier.

Assayas: But you met the man himself. Was it a great experience?

Bono: We all knew why we were there. The Pontiff was about to make an important statement about the inhumanity and injustice of poor countries spending so much of their national income paying back old loans to rich countries. Serious business. He was fighting hard against his Parkinson's. It was clearly an act of will for him to be there. I was oddly moved by his humility, and then by the incredible speech he made, even if it was in whispers. During the preamble, he seemed to be staring at me. I wondered. Was it the fact that I was wearing my blue fly-shades? So I took them off in case I was causing some offense. When I was introduced to him, he was still staring at them. He kept looking at them in my hand, so I offered them to him as a gift in return for the rosary he had just given me.

Assayas: Didn't he put them on?

Bono: Not only did he put them on, he smiled the wickedest grin you could ever imagine. He was a comedian. His sense of humor was completely intact. Flashbulbs popped, and I thought: "Wow! The Drop the Debt campaign will have the Pope in my glasses on the front page of every newspaper."

Assayas: I don't remember seeing that photograph anywhere, though.

Bono: Nor did we. It seems his courtiers did not have the same sense of humor. Fair enough. I guess they could see the T-shirts.

Later in the conversation:

Assayas: I think I am beginning to understand religion because I have started acting and thinking like a father. What do you make of that?

Bono: Yes, I think that's normal. It's a mind-blowing concept that the God who created the universe might be looking for company, a real relationship with people, but the thing that keeps me on my knees is the difference between Grace and Karma.

Assayas: I haven't heard you talk about that.

Bono: I really believe we've moved out of the realm of Karma into one of Grace.

Assayas: Well, that doesn't make it clearer for me.

Bono: You see, at the center of all religions is the idea of Karma. You know, what you put out comes back to you: an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, or in physics; in physical laws every action is met by an equal or an opposite one. It's clear to me that Karma is at the very heart of the universe. I'm absolutely sure of it. And yet, along comes this idea called Grace to upend all that "as you reap, so you will sow" stuff. Grace defies reason and logic. Love interrupts, if you like, the consequences of your actions, which in my case is very good news indeed, because I've done a lot of stupid stuff.

Assayas: I'd be interested to hear that.

Bono: That's between me and God. But I'd be in big trouble if Karma was going to finally be my judge. I'd be in deep s---. It doesn't excuse my mistakes, but I'm holding out for Grace. I'm holding out that Jesus took my sins onto the Cross, because I know who I am, and I hope I don't have to depend on my own religiosity.

Assayas: The Son of God who takes away the sins of the world. I wish I could believe in that.

Bono: But I love the idea of the Sacrificial Lamb. I love the idea that God says: Look, you cretins, there are certain results to the way we are, to selfishness, and there's a mortality as part of your very sinful nature, and, let's face it, you're not living a very good life, are you? There are consequences to actions. The point of the death of Christ is that Christ took on the sins of the world, so that what we put out did not come back to us, and that our sinful nature does not reap the obvious death. That's the point. It should keep us humbled . It's not our own good works that get us through the gates of heaven.

Assayas: That's a great idea, no denying it. Such great hope is wonderful, even though it's close to lunacy, in my view. Christ has his rank among the world's great thinkers. But Son of God, isn't that farfetched?

Bono: No, it's not farfetched to me. Look, the secular response to the Christ story always goes like this: he was a great prophet, obviously a very interesting guy, had a lot to say along the lines of other great prophets, be they Elijah, Muhammad, Buddha, or Confucius. But actually Christ doesn't allow you that. He doesn't let you off that hook. Christ says: No. I'm not saying I'm a teacher, don't call me teacher. I'm not saying I'm a prophet. I'm saying: "I'm the Messiah." I'm saying: "I am God incarnate." And people say: No, no, please, just be a prophet. A prophet, we can take. You're a bit eccentric. We've had John the Baptist eating locusts and wild honey, we can handle that. But don't mention the "M" word! Because, you know, we're gonna have to crucify you. And he goes: No, no. I know you're expecting me to come back with an army, and set you free from these creeps, but actually I am the Messiah. At this point, everyone starts staring at their shoes, and says: Oh, my God, he's gonna keep saying this. So what you're left with is: either Christ was who He said He was the Messiah or a complete nutcase. I mean, we're talking nutcase on the level of Charles Manson. This man was like some of the people we've been talking about earlier. This man was strapping himself to a bomb, and had "King of the Jews" on his head, and, as they were putting him up on the Cross, was going: OK, martyrdom, here we go. Bring on the pain! I can take it. I'm not joking here. The idea that the entire course of civilization for over half of the globe could have its fate changed and turned upside-down by a nutcase, for me, that's farfetched.

Bono later says it all comes down to how we regard Jesus:

Bono: If only we could be a bit more like Him, the world would be transformed. When I look at the Cross of Christ, what I see up there is all my s--- and everybody else's. So I ask myself a question a lot of people have asked: Who is this man? And was He who He said He was, or was He just a religious nut? And there it is, and that's the question. And no one can talk you into it or out of it.

I don't know about you, but I couldn't take my eyes off of this interview.  To hear a celebrity profess His faith in God (of the Old and New Testament), without apology, was encouraging to me.  I'd love to hear what you think about the interview.


my vote goes to....

Paul McDonald!!











In case you aren't following American Idol this year, you should check out Paul McDonald (and vote for him!)  I usually don't get this into AI, but he is just so unique -- and he's kind of a local.. like his uncle goes to my church, so I feel like I know him.. even though I don't.  Anywho.. check out his band below, y'all!

March 02, 2011

The Oracle of Stamboul: A Book Review

"On the carriage ride back from the palace, Eleonora saw Stamboul in a new light. The waterfront mansions, the old men fishing over the side of the Galata Bridge, the thrush of commerce in the markets, even the sea birds tooling overhead, everything was imbued with the scent of possibility. She thought of the line from Lieutenant Brashov's speech to his brother, just before his death: With every choice, even the choice of inactivity, we must shut the door to a host of alternate futures. Each step we take along the path of fate represents a narrowing of potential, the death of a parallel world. The path of fate was really more like a tunnel, and it was constricting about her with every step she took."

--an exerpt I picked from The Oracle of Stamboul




Late in the summer of 1877, a flock of purple-and-white hoopoes suddenly appears over the town of Constanta on the Black Sea, and Eleonora Cohen is ushered into the world by a mysterious pair of Tartar midwives who arrive just minutes before her birth. "They had read the signs, they said: a sea of horses, a conference of birds, the North Star in alignment with the moon. It was a prophecy that their last king had given on his deathwatch." But joy is mixed with tragedy, for Eleonora's mother dies soon after the birth.

Raised by her doting father, Yakob, a carpet merchant, and her stern, resentful stepmother, Ruxandra, Eleonora spends her early years daydreaming and doing housework—until the moment she teaches herself to read, and her father recognizes that she is an extraordinarily gifted child, a prodigy.

When Yakob sets off by boat for Stamboul on business, eight-year-old Eleonora, unable to bear the separation, stows away in one of his trunks. On the shores of the Bosporus, in the house of her father's business partner, Moncef Bey, a new life awaits. Books, backgammon, beautiful dresses and shoes, markets swarming with color and life—the imperial capital overflows with elegance, and mystery. For in the narrow streets of Stamboul—a city at the crossroads of the world—intrigue and gossip are currency, and people are not always what they seem. Eleonora's tutor, an American minister and educator, may be a spy. The kindly though elusive Moncef Bey has a past history of secret societies and political maneuvering. And what is to be made of the eccentric, charming Sultan Abdulhamid II himself, beleaguered by friend and foe alike as his unwieldy, multiethnic empire crumbles?
I must admit, I partially picked this book because of the cover.  I'm so not a "don't judge a book by it's cover" kind of person, I mean, that is what the cover is for right?  It also sounded like an interesting, easy read. I started reading and got into it right away.  It allowed me to explore an unknown land in my imagination and get involved in the life of an impecable girl.  I enjoyed it all the way through... that is, until the end.  I was only a few pages from the backside of my book and felt as though I were in the middle of the story. I didn't know how in the world the author would finish out this story in just a few short pages! 
Well, my suspicions were correct.  It was as though I was walking along this beautiful piece of land to just come to a drop off. Over. The epilogue ties up the loose ends -- in a "I better explain this stuff" kind of way.  Not satisfying. However, I do still recommend the book because I truely enjoyed it overall.

I'm pretty sure this one will end up under a lamp to be used as decoration -- it's not one I plan to give away.


March 01, 2011

"Go, therefore..."


For those of you who don't know, I work on Tuesdays.  Yep.. just Tuesdays. Its filled with the usual staff meetings, worship planning, and general Mexico-ness (by that I mean planning our two awesome trips we will be taking this summer!).
Well, today was especially encouraging as I was given the opportunity twice to help some new missionaries with sponsorship letters as they start their individual journeys to Africa!  This is exciting because we (by we I mean Lifepoint as a staff and as a whole) have been trying to focus on the missional call that God gave to His followers.  We started with bi-annual mission trips to Mexico, which we continue and have increased to 3 or more per year, yearly trips to India, several other short term trips, and now we have families moving across the country and into foreign lands in order to share the good new that God has for all people! 

I want to move to Mexico SO BADLY!  And even though I'm still waiting and hoping for God to tell my husband and I to go (come on God.. I'm listening!!), it excites me to see that he is taking other people out of their comfortable lives and taking them into the radical life of following God abroad.

Join me in prayer for my friends and Lifepoint family members who will be joining these awesome ministries this year!

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